*sigh*

Melanie...

I know I haven't been that great of a friend lately.
I know for a fact that you've been going through some shit.
So have I.
I'm not just saying this because I found out, through your away, that you're moving to P.A in 6 days =I But it did help me realize alot...

We haven't chilled in forever.
We havent really talked... and we're 'supposed' to be wifeys?

I'm def. not putting the blame on you because it isn't your fault.
I'm just saying... since it's going to be your last week in Jersey then...
we need to make up time that we've lost...
even if for a day.. even if I don't see you again (hopefully that isn't the case)
but I miss you dearly.
You've been my closest friend since 04'.

We've seen eachother in our most 'awkward stages', our downfalls,
and our really good times.
I miss it all.
I'm sorry for being a shitty friend.
I'm really sad that you're moving away.
but if you wanted me to, I'd still remain your friend.
I have more to say... but I don't wanna beast.

I love you.
<3