I guess it finally hit me.
I knew you were leaving.... again.
I knew it was going to be for a long time.
But it didn't really faze me because it hasn't happened yet.
until now.

This post is overdue.

I haven't seen you since the end of march.
but 3 months is NOWHERE near as bad as 2 years is.
TWO FUCKING YEARS.
I will not be seeing you.
I will most likely lose my sanity at one point.
but I guess it's something I have to deal with.
I'm not going to let this drag on though
although I know I can type for days.
Kris, I'm really going to miss you.
I already do.
I hope you accomplish everything you're going out there for.
Get your life together and all that jazz.
I'm not going to front like it isn't really affecting me because it is.
If I had it my way, you'd be right here next to me,
at this exact moment, listening to some relaxing music and just chilling.
So simple yet it's like a stress reliever to me.
Or we could have another one of those epic nights. 8)
whichever you prefer.

We've had great times...
and we've had our fucked up times.
But aside from all that.
I love you. I always will.
& I will always be here for you no matter what we go/went through.
I've shown that to you already.
So before I get all emotional on this...
Hurry the fuck up and do what you gotta do >:I
Cause I'm going to be waiting for you.
and we can go back to where we left off.

I'm not going to say goodbye.
so, I'll see you later.