Doesn't it suck major dick?

when you're soooooooo pissed, to tears even... but cannot do anything about it?
Ohhhhh, that's the fucking worst.

Honestly... I can say this daily thing with you.. is getting old real fast.
You're right. You DO take advantage of me, and you know this.
You do it because you know at the end of the day you can call me in tears and I'd still find it in my heart to listen.

But how much can one take?

I'm sorry but... actually no I'm not.
..holding on is truly pointless.
I've been known this, but I didn't care.

I'm not going to feel sorry for you anymore.

No one knows you like me.
I may not know you to the full extent aswell.
But all your 'groupies' don't have an IDEA of what you truly are.
because if they did... they would have NO sympathy over you, as should I.

I cannot snap my fingers and lose all that I have for you.
Yet with this bleeding heart of mine... I do wish you the best.
Please find yourself and better yourself ....
living wise and most certainly mentally.
I am saying goodbye to the man I met on New Years'
because I decided to stop pretending he's still there.