"A match made in heaven sets the fire in hell"

Those words are suddenly starting to lose meaning.

Another day in the life...

Well, just my luck.
My internet "suddenly" stopped working.
Idk what the fuck happened. All I know is that my mom's despicable boyfriend went into my room, sat in there, came out ten minutes later, and nothing was working. Fuck. I know he tampered with it.
Supposedly he went in there to "fix my speakers".
Cause I think they blew out or something.
Actually I don't know what happened with my speakers either o_O
Maybe it's some sort of plague going around
...messing up peoples computers and devices and such.
Hmmm.. I might be on to something.

But anyway, back to the story.
First of all, I know a little something about computers and electronics. Hey, I'm no expert but I probably no more about em' than everyone else in this house does.
So when I say "It doesn't work". I mean IT DOES NOT WORK.
No need to be Mr.Fix it when you have less of a clue than me.
I say.... fuck it. I'll order some new speakers online.
Cheap ones. It'll be okay. But NO. He somehow sneaks his way into my room trying to "fix them". When I specifically said dont touch anything, I'll get new ones.

Now look what happened.
I'm here using my sister's bitch of a laptop that stops the internet every 2 minutes. All I have is this one book I haven't read, but that'll only keep me busy for a little while.. then what?
I've got no internet. No speakers. No phone and no cable.
What will I do!? I can't even get in touch with the outside world.
Woe is me.

City by the Sea.

Creep - Radiohead

(Altered to fit me.)


" I’m modern. A diversified, unlikely being.
I’ve been up linked and downloaded,
I’ve been inputted and outsourced,
I know the upside of downsizing,
I know the downside of upgrading.
A cutting edge, state-of-the-art multi-tasker.
I’m new wave, but I’m old school.
I’m a hot-wired, heat seeking,
warm-hearted cool customer.
I interface with my database,
my database is in cyberspace,
so I’m interactive, I’m hyperactive,
and from time to time I’m radioactive.

I’m on-point, and off drugs.
I’ve got no need for coke and speed.
I've got no urge to binge and purge.
I’m in-the-moment, on-the-edge,
over-the-top and under-the-radar.
A high-concept, low-profile, sort of thing.
You can’t shut me up. You can’t dumb me down
because I’m tireless and I’m wireless.
I'm laid-back but fashion-forward.
Up-front, down-home, low-rent. Long-lasting,
fast-acting, oven-ready and built-to-last.

I’m hands-on, pretty mature, and post-traumatic.
But, I’m feeling, I’m caring, I’m healing, I’m sharing--
a supportive, bonding, nurturing primary care-giver.
I read junk mail, I eat junk food.
I like rough sex. I like tough love.
A hospital-tested, clinically-proven,
scientifically- formulated medical miracle.
Rough, tough and hard to bluff.
I take it slow, I go with the flow,
I ride with the tide. I’ve got glide in my stride."

-George Carlin.

"I like it when a flower or a little tuft of grass
grows through a crack in the concrete.
It's so fuckin' heroic."
— George Carlin

One of my favorite episodes.

Courage the Cowardly Dog[6] - King Ramses Curse


and seriously, if this show doesn't amuse you in any way,
you suck on so many levels. =]

I must suck at life.

a list of things I haven't seen/done:


-I've never seen THE NOTEBOOK ._. I saw it the other day. Finally. :D
-I've never ridden a bike.
-I've never learned how to swim, and I'm Hispanic. I know right?
-I've never tasted lobster. Looks so delicious in pictures :/
-I've never been to Hershey Park when I lived 30 minutes away at one point.
-I've never been out of state, besides new york and P.A.
Oh and D.R. But that's out the country.
Actually scratch that one, I'm making no sense.
-I've never seen Twilight.
-I've never tasted Ben and Jerry's ever so popular ice-cream :|
-Oh, and I've never had cookie dough.
-I've never been to a concert :(
-I've never had any cool family members that spoil me rotten
and make me feel all special and such.
-I've never been on a boat.
-I've never 'treated' myself with something expensive.
-I've never had Twix, the commercials make me want to try it.
-I've never been to a club in which people"18 + older" could only get in.
Correction. I went to one on friday. yay me! :]
I've been 18 for almost 6 months now. -_-
-I still haven't gotten my state I.D, because I'm so fucking broke.
That's sad. It's like $20.
-I've never been ice skating/rollerblading.
-I've never seen an episode of Grey's Anatomy.

There's probably more but I can't think of any at the moment.

Jay Baruchel is insanely cute.
I mean look at him.
I just want to rip his face off and wear it on my birthday.

._.

I will take you downnnnnnnnn.

Benicio Del Toro.