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I've never realized how much being alone, for a certain period of time, can almost make you reach borderline insanity. I mean.. at this point in my life, instead of doing something productive, I just think. But I over-think, and over-analyze every aspect of my life.. so much that I wind up nearly causing my brain to shut down. The fucked up thing is, as much as I know my life won't ever be the way I'd like, I don't really put in 100% of my effort to try to change that. It kills me, but at the same time, I'm just sitting here... wondering what the fuck my problem is.