she could get it (;
Sunday, May 31, 2009
25 ways to catch my heart:
1. Remember things I say, I'd be impressed.
2. Make me laugh.
3. Pursue me.
4. Hold a conversation with me.
5. Make me something. Idc what it is really...I'm a sucker for homemade crap.
6. I'm also a sucker for males and females with piercings/tattoos.
7. Bring me a plate of lasagna for no reason one day.
I WILL DEADASS LOVE YOU AND THAT IS A PROMISE o_o <3
8. Dimples..nuff said
9. A person who is really passionate about music.
10. An interest in some form of art.
11. Perhaps a musician.
12. ..... and perhaps a skater xD
13. An exceptional style. I don't mean you have to have a ka-jillion kicks and be the 'freshest' person alive...No. Just a swag of your own that fits.
14. Did I mention I'm a sucker for accents? aowww. [;
15. Don't be afraid to be yourself. What I cannot stand more than anything is 'conformists'.
and for those changing themselves for every person they meet.... I know a few of those and let me tell you.. it's not cute.
16. A child-like spirit to them... cause I am definitely a kid at heart ^-^
17. Going along with my shenanigans. I'm type reckless at times :|
You must join me... 0_o aha no I kid, but you gotta be somewhat of a wild-child.
18. An intellectual mind.
19. Watch cartoons with me ♥
20. Goal-oriented.
21. Moonwalk. lol
22. Write me something.
23. Dedicate something to me.... and mean it.
24. Keep your promises. They mean the world to me.
25. A poet.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
I'm stuck on forever
when it should've been never.
Child, you're so foolish.
There ain't no way you can do this.
You watch em' go.. and think to yourself 'why can't I do the same?'
Because.
you're not a replica of the conformed.
'In, that case
I shouldn't feel any shame'.
Day by day....
by day by day
all hope gets lost
and doesnt seem to find it's way.
'listen to me sweetheart.
it'll all be okay.'
those words now seem to lose their meaning
when all I hear now
is simply demeaning.
We cannot choose what life brings us
but we can alter them by decision.
Because now..
there's a division
caused by a collision
in which I am losing my vision.
And I can't function.
So now,
I must progress.
But my dear..
I must confess.
I'm stuck on forever..
Friday, May 29, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Laughing hysterically.
Dancing your heart out.
Star gazing.
Shopping.
Boardwalks.
Going to the beach.
Listening to the rain.
Ice-cream on a hot day.
Feeling wanted.
Getting that warm, fuzzy feeling
when you think about the one you love.
Compliments.
Late night phone calls.
Hugs and kisses.
Knowing someone is thinking of you.
Good dreams.
Seeing his name come up on my cellphone.
Talking for hours about absolutely nothing.
Memories.
Birthdays.
Good hair days.
Good friends.
Watching the sun come up.
Weekends.
Holidays.
Feeling so happy it makes you want to cry.
Summer.
Warm nights.
Falling in love.
=')
looking at this..
makes me think of that day
Me, Kris, and Elder watching this on Elder's laptop, haha.
good times <3
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
15 THINGS TO MAKE YOUR PARENTS THINK YOU'RE INSANE!!
1. Follow them around the house everywhere.
2. Moo when they say your name.
3. Run into walls.
4. Say that wearing clothes is against your religion.
5. Stand over them at four in the morning with a huge grin on your face and say, good morning sunshine
6. Pluck someone's hair out and yell, "DNA"
7. Wear a sticker that says, "I’m a retard"
8. Have 20 imaginary friends that you talk to all the time.
9. In public yell, "No Mom/Dad, I will not make out with you!!"
10. Do what they actually tell you.
11. Jump off the roof, trying to fly.
12. Hold their hand and whisper to them, I see dead people.
13. At everything they say yell, Liar.
14. Try to swim in the floor.
15. Tap on their door all night.
'what I hate about everyone'
1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?
2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.
[ lmfao, I do that =| ]
3.When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?
4. When people say while watching a film, "did ya see that?" No, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor!
5. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"... Didn't give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?
6. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?" If the bus came, would I be standing here???
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
"Me" : not really lol
"Justin" : Oh, aight. Haha
"Me" : i just understand everything but i dont speak it as well.
"Me" : last summer
"Me" : i was in dr for a month and went out with a guy for 3weeks.
"Me" : and he didnt speak english
"Me" : lmao
"Justin" : Wtf?!
"Me" : imagine how interesting tht was
"Justin" : Hahahahahhahahahahaha
"Me" : Hahahahaha
"Justin" : Awesome.
"Me" : lol
"Justin" : That's frucking great
"Me" : Lol it really was
"Justin" : I wish I could have witnessed that shyt
"Me" : how the fuck ya communicate
"Me" : im like... when idk what to say.. fuck it i just makeout with him
"Me" : xD
"Justin" : Haahhahahahahahhah!
"Justin" : Lucky bastard!
"Me" : LOL
"Me" : =P
"Justin" : I'm so jealous.
"Me" : Aha
"Justin" : I've never heard of that.
"Me" : Lol
"Me" : I know
"Me" : I always needed a translator with me where ever the fuck i went
"Me" : lmao
"Justin" : Haha
"Justin" : Nice
"Justin" : Ur the shyt, I swear
"Me" : Lmao
"Me" : yay me!
"Me" : =]
more random shit.
I want a loofah.
I need new friends.
I want to go to an art museum.
I need to SERIOUSLY go shopping.
I'm currently watching 'The Craft'...again.
I'm hungry as fuck.
I need to do laundry.
I need to clean my room.
I need to get the fuck out of here.
I need to forget.
I need cash, fast.
I daydream of him ♥
I walk down my hallway like its a runway when no one's home. lol
I currently: want to go to a stripclub.
I dated an ACTUAL male gigalo. who knew!
Insects freak me the fuck out.
I find it hilarious when people mention someone getting hit by a car....
I guess it's cause I imagine it like in the movies :D
First chance I get, I'm getting implants!
kidding.....
Sex on the beach? Yes please!
I love me some redheads.
Quite frankly...
I'm a little obsessed with him. =|
Sick lyricist , and quite handsome if you ask me ;] aha
Friday, May 22, 2009
LMFAO.
'Jersey City Rapper gets snuffed by his own crew for saying he's the 'Hardest In The City'
Damn, they representin my hood all types of reckless =|
and.. I could SWEAR the light-skinned nigga.... is A.D o_o
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Survey?
Fuck it.
Who is someone that can always make you laugh? Jonathan
What is the last movie you watched? I Am Legend
What is the closest red object to you? history book
Have you ever crawled through a window? yes
First thing you wash in the shower? armpits lol
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? mhmm
How are you feeling RIGHT now? bored, apparently.
What are you craving right now? pizza rolls
Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? Who the fuck bites it?
Do you like cottage cheese? ewww >:O
Would you go sky diving? Get the fuck out of here
Ever been in love? yes
Are you too forgiving? most of the time, unfortunately =|
Boys or girls? both
Do looks matter? ..to some extent
Do you sleep with the TV on? always
Do you like your life right now? no
How often do you talk on the phone? whenever someone calls..DUH
What are you wearing? gray shirt
When is the next time you will kiss someone?
whenever someone plants a big wet one on me.
Are you good looking?
Mehh... I'm w.e
If you could have one thing right now what would it be? $$$$$$$$$$$$$
Where was the last place you bought something? Spencer's
How do you feel about your hair right now? shitty
What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for? Hmm.. usually the 'center of attention' or bad boy persay, or other times the rather humble and shy kid =]
Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
HAHAHAHAHAHA!! good one -_-
Any Pet Peeves?
Seriously?
When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
Suprisingly.. reading some random guy's blog.
How many piercings do you have? 8
Have you ever wanted someone you cant have? Of course
What did your last text message say? "Go to sleep! You need to regulate -_-"
Where is your mom right now? In D.R
How did u get one of your scars? exploding appendix.
Where is your mom right now? In D.R
How did u get one of your scars? exploding appendix.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Oh yeah...
Today, my dad got really drunk. When I was about to go to bed, he was just coming out of the bathroom, he was fully naked, I immediately turned away and said "Okay Dad, time for bed". Thinking that I was my mom, he replied with "That's right bitch, I'm your daddy, I'll show you in bed". FML
lol, fail.
Today, my dog started to hump my leg. He always does this and I heard that humping in the dog world meant dominance. Well, I decided to instill my dominance and I dry humped him back. As I was doing this I said "How do you like that!" and then my mom walked in. FML
Monday, May 18, 2009
Saturday, May 16, 2009
FYI.
Alright so...
I'm kinda scared =|
You know when you open up the internet window...
(well for those who have aol) this thing came out where it said like..
I dont remember -_-
lol
But whatever. some shit that has to do with our regions or something, so I clicked on it.
Basically, what scientists had predicted on the rise of the global sea level came out to only HALF of what they thought it would be.
In simpler terms... global warming is increasing faster than they thought.
Possible flooding in the West/East Coast (New York and Los Angeles better watch out. lol)
But it's not a given, it's a theory.
If the sea were to rise one meter we are at risk of becoming flooded. =|
But it was unclear on how fast this can happen. so no worries just yet.
As for the effects on global warming..... they showed these images of the Artic Sea from 2003 and another from 2008.
It showed DRAMATIC thinning of the ice in which it went down 40% = NOT GOOD.
Like I knew shit wasn't going to well but damn.
Anyway..
just a little something I think we should all be aware of.
Friday, May 15, 2009
.
I see us in the park strolling the summer days of imaginings in my head
And words from my heart told only to the wind
Felt even without being said
We lay beneath the stars under a lovers tree
That seems through the eyes of my mind
I reach out for the part of me that lives in you
That only our two hearts can find
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Stupid shitty phone...
taking stupid shitty pictures >=|
this is me:just waking up.
hence the hideousness.
Bad quality.
and these: are me, all 'dolled' up. lol
My favorite :)
My lips are a tad 'large' =|
random leaf -_-
Don't front!!!
...like you never fucked with this back in the day.. lol
" Fo' I put this pussy on your mustache " [;
'The more you know, the more you don't know'
People are stupid.
People are fun to laugh at.
People are fun to laugh with.
People are boring.
People are annoying.
People are company.
People are perverts.
People are shy.
People are sly.
People are sarcastic.
People are fun.
People are cool.
People are weird.
People are corny.
People are funny.
People are caring.
People are assholes.
People are forgiving.
People are TOO forgiving.
People are warm-hearted.
People are strong.
People are emotional.
People are JUST human.
'People' is me.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Dead.
Tears welled up consuming her eyelids.
Her throat constricting by the second.
Shrieks of internal pain.
Not physical.
Lungs are starting to fail.
Asthma kicks in.
She clenched her throat, hoping to put an end to all her misery.
She let go.
Gasped for air.
Cried more because of the lack of oxygen.
Suicidal thoughts began to fill her empty mind.
Is she insane?
All of this for love...
Foolish girl.
She collapsed to her knees.
She asked God 'why?'
She screamed.
In the cold of the night..no one heard her.
All she knew.
All she wanted.
All she needed.
Has been abolished.
When he told her..'I cannot see myself with anyone else'
or something as massive as 'growing old together'
she died a little more inside.
Truth be told.. she will never love again.
She said it before.
But she means it now.
After all the heartaches..
She's dead.
and that's how it was meant to be.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Things I want to get soon:
1.job
2.classic polaroid camera
3.peasant top
4.bowler hat
5.apartment
6.glasses
7.better (decent) phone
8.black nailpolish (mine ran out :/)
9.tattoo
10.shoes
11. a good book ( I need to catch up on my reading.)
12.shitload of clothes.
13. my check.
Wake up call.
Time is passing me by..
and I'm standing still.
It has been made apparent to me..what am I doing with myself?
as I sit here and patiently wait for sweet salvation it didn't necessarily occur to me that it may never happen..atleast not this way.
I need to occupy myself.
Seek opportunities.
Overall I need to better myself.
I'm trying...but am I really?
I need to put one foot foward and step into this dog eat dog environment we live in.
My imagination runs wild.
I have dreams that I would kill to pursue..
and I think it's about time I start acting like it.
Friday, May 8, 2009
Continued...'closetful of random'
I want to go to the park with someone.
I want to slap kris in the face with a water balloon.
I need a massage :|
I want to eat icecream off someone.
I miss The Life and Times Of Tim.
I wish I had a car.
Better yet... I wish I could drive.
Your dick...my mouth.
^^That part was funny in Pineapple Express.
I like Adele's voice.
I want to go to the gym.
My ex randomly hit me up today.
I'm going blonde soon...not fully.. half is going to be black, let's not get crazy now.
I want to take singing classes so I can further improve.
I want a mango.
I want to go to D.R again.
I want to go on a picnic.
I want to wear a dress.
Dance is great.
I don't want to go back to school -_-
I was thinking about getting contacts...but I have a feeling I'd look tacky.
I want neon green nailpolish.
I want to lose 15 lbs.
It's sunny out.
My room's hot.
I don't know where my phone is.
I'm shirtless.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
A pocketful of random. (try closetful)
Closetful's actually a word. I did not know that until 5 seconds ago.
Anyway...
let's begin :}
Sex is great.
I always eat the meatball marinara at subway, no other can top it!
I like new york hotdogs.
I like hoodies.
I like plaid.
I like dresses.
I want to see Kris.
I love floral print.
I like spring and fall.
I like when it rains on hot summer days.
I want to move out.
I want to re-decorate my room.
I want dimples.
I can't wait until I get my tats.
I'm slow at times. :/
I want a jumpsuit.
I want to see Angel.
I want pizza.
Eyeliner is probably one of the greatest things created.
I like glasses.
I love guys with noserings/monroes.
I love chin dimples.
I miss melanie.
Guys with gelled hair is a turn OFF.
I want to go on a roadtrip with someone.
I want to travel the world.
I like cheescake.
Guys with piercings and tats are so damn sexy.
I like standing out.
I miss Jonathan's corny ass.
I want to go to L.A
Complex people fascinate me.
Skaters/Musicians are alluring.
I have a birthmark on my top lip, also on my middle finger.
I sit around naked for no reason.
I procastinate way too much.
I like singing.
I want to go to a poetry cafe`.
I like girls.
I dislike school.
I love someone.
I'm sarcastic.
I want gauges, small ones though.
I never played rockband and I want to =|
Fall Out Boy is a great band.
There are so many others but that's way too much to list.
I adore music.
I'm self-concious.
I'm struggling.
There's something I want to tell...someone but I'm too afraid.
I absolutley hate yellow shirts.
I think I look fat in white.
I want to be in a band.
I think Joel looks hot in his new pics ;D
Travis McCoy is gorgeous.
Gym Class Heroes are awesome.
I love beanies.
To be continued...
Monday, May 4, 2009
Sunday, May 3, 2009
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