Slowly, but surely...
I am beginning to lose my mind.

I sometimes feel as though everyone around me doesn't make sense. They've all gone mad or can't even begin to comprehend the things I say. As if my mind exceeds the capacity of theirs by a long-shot. All things considered, I'm not the brightest bulb in the tanning bed, but shit. Or maybe... I'm the one who's mad. O_o

You came to me in a dream.

From that moment, I decided that there is no need for the constant reminders. Crying out to you the depths of this love, the intensity of this love, for you should know.

If there was a moment, a single moment of our entire history together, in which I felt a great amount of disappointment towards you, this would be that moment.

See this whole thing, with you, me, and the rest of them...is just pointless.

I guess I don't really comprehend the whole "leading someone on" thing.

I know enough now to see that it isn't going to end as easy as it started.

I wish I can say, I'm done stressing you.
But as much as I'd like for that statement to be true, it isn't. I have been there for you since day one, I never broke my promise, I can't even put in words the amount of love my heart, my soul, my entire being, holds for you.

But at the same time, I don't deserve this.
I don't know how you can love someone and play with them so. Tell them things that you're not able to show. Tell them they're your number one. But little do they know after it's all said and done, another face is the one who is shown. That other face shows the importance of that person to you. But last time I checked, you said I was important. I mattered, and you wanted to wait until we were face to face to show me that. You were going to make it right and I couldn't wait to see what you'd do.

But at the end of the day you can't have your cake and eat it too.

High moments with Deysi. :)



Deysi: Show those jugs.
Me: They're nice, :grabs:

Only I can see the you you’re waiting to be.

"All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you.
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after

After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you"

-Life after you.

For some reason, I really like him.

I met you last night... I wonder if we'll meet again.

Why is love intensified by absence?