Ehhh, just another day in which I'm highly persuaded to attack anyone in sight.
Otherwise, I'm fine.

"Come away with me and we’ll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me
And I’ll never stop loving you

And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I’m safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me"

-Come away with me, Norah Jones.

Russian Roulette - Rihanna

>:O

FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUU!!

I miss you.
Why do you have to be such an asshole.
An asshole who I happen to love.
*sigh

Here goes:

This goes out to someone whom I do...well did care for.

I'm so upset at you.
More disappointed.
You truly have issues.
Maybe some, in which lie deep beneath your exterior that no one knows about.
Who knows.

But I've tried to be a good friend to you throughout this time.
And honestly the things you do are just a slap in the face.
You must not care.
Cause you put on this front as if for once you're going to try and change.
But you don't.
You never will.

I guess you're just used to this lifestyle that you can't give it up.
I'm bothered by the fact that you have absolutely no respect for yourself, nor the people around you. The ones that hurt you the most are the ones you confide in and it's ridiculous.
I want to help you. Well I wanted to. But I realized I was wasting my time.
I cared about you more than you cared about yourself.
It really seems pointless to have any respect for you if you don't have any in general.
I felt bad for you.

Cause it seemed as though things will never go uphill for you.
I felt the same way though. But you just have to be hopeful.
I am, and things are starting to change. Quite slowly, indeed.
But nonetheless things are changing.
I've been wanting to say this for you since forever,
but I never had the chance.

This isn't really me giving up on you.
This is you giving up on yourself as a good person.
I don't want to be harsh. I want to be honest.

I do hope STILL, that one day you find peace in your life, and live well.
Good luck to you.

Grew up on it.

textsfromlastnight:

(617): I would do horrible things to your vagina.
(978): Prove it.

Living alone is scary stuff.

Remy 4:10 am- you live alone?

ME 4:10 am- yes i do

Remy 4:11 am- that's creepy

ME 4:11 am- lol how...?

Remy 4:11 am- it iss lol

ME 4:11 am- why though

Remy 4:12 am- idk

Remy 4:12 am- you're alone for a long time...it can get creepy

ME 4:12 am- and yeah i know

ME 4:12 am- I get paranoid very easily,
everyday i feel like someone's gonna bust in and murder me lol

ME 4:13 am- plus the house door has a glass center so someone can see everything I'm doing if they're outside the door o_O

Remy 4:13 am- lmao wow

ME 4:13 am- Lol keep me company! :[

Remy 4:14 am- im heree :]

ME 4:14 am- I mean HERE like in the house with me
you on aim wont save me when a sicko hacks me to bits with an axe lol

Remy 4:15 am- well if that happens....
it was nice knowing you :]
** or chatting w/ you

ME 4:15 am- LOL
Fuck you!

Don't judge me.

If I ever get off this sofa I will be unstoppable.
-Roseanne

This is Ralfy giving me a Pepsi via aim.
He's cute.

LMAO, don't you love how he perfectly places all that shit in the background trying to make it look like it was just there?
Ahaha, ilh. ♥

Conversations with Greg:

(He hates Roseanne btw.)

Greg 9:16 pm- whatcha doin

ME 9:16 pm- *rubs tummy. I'm full :I
and watching ROSEANNEEEEEEEEEEE, lol.

Greg 9:17 pm- omg lol
ok, I'm gonna be the bigger man
and not say anything about her

ME 9:17 pm- Lol I dont know why she upsets you much
its just a tv program

Greg 9:17 pm- I'm not saying anything. mouth zipped

ME 9:17 pm- she's awesomeeeeeeeeeee
and you're just jealous
cause you ain't as awesomeeeeeeeeee

Greg 9:17 pm- *muffled screaming*

ME 9:17 pm- lmfao you're wacky.

Greg 9:18 pm- wacky tobacky?

ME 9:18 pm-why are you so wack? lol

Greg 9:18 pm- cause I don't care I throw my hands in da air
I'm just retarded when I'm hyper

ME 9:20 pm- Lmfao
You seem like neverending fun.