how you doinggggg

I would love nothing more than to see you happy.
But does that mean I completely disregard my own happiness?

I guess I'll never know.

Damn..
I haven't taken any pictures in a while...
which is kind of a big deal to me since I used to be addicted to taking pictures of myself like every day without hesitation.

This is kind of a little secret of mine but whatever...
I actually used to 'pretty myself up' JUST to take a picture.
People would be like "Where are YOU going?"
and I'd be all like... " Uhhh, nowhere. Just going to take some pictures"
How lame am I.

Anyway, I don't know.
I guess I'm not motivated anymore.
I don't feel pretty.
Bleh.

I know this was terribly random but what can I say, I'm a random person.
Plus, it was just on my mind.

Kirk Franklin.

I've realized I was just a temporary solution to your complacency.
I know my place now.

I crash in my mind
Whenever you disappear.
I catch myself always wishing you were here.
Though Ive tried to tell you before.
Every time that I come near
I just lose my nerve.
and figure...
you're too special
for me to ever deserve.

"Your lips lookin real...
newborn."

I love you, friend.

gorgeous man.

Ok so...

'The Unborn' was dumb.
The acting wasn't all that good.
It seemed too short.
The so-called 'suspense' started literally as soon as the fucking movie begun, which bothered me.
I didn't get the fact that if it's her supposed twin or something...
why the fuck wasn't he the same age as her?
Or better yet... why wasn't he a baby? I mean he never was born right.
But no it's like a kid.
That made no fucking sense.
I didn't even get most of it.
It was confusing as fuck.
The storyline was stupid.
So unoriginal, threw in mad shit from another quite popular film.
I didn't scream once, overall it sucked.
Although there was one scene in which I couldn't
even look at the screen cause it creeped me out.
But like I said before it was like the exact scene
from another popular film.

Sorry.. I'm quite the movie critic 8|

I love his music.