On break:
since my computer is such a bastard
and refuses to start up for me.
*rolls eyes.

:}

Textsfromlastnight:

(216): Where the fuck is Rob at, he hasn't answered his phone in like 2 weeks.

(440):Dude Rob died 2 weeks ago wtf?

(216):Holy shit r u serious? How?

(440):Just kidding, but I'm pretty sure he boned your gf and doesn't want to talk to you.

Gilles Marini.

I am aware of today's date.

And I had a feeling I'd hear from you.

I lied when I said you didn't cross my mind at all
cause you did.

I know what could have been, no need to remind me.

But yeah, Happy..........you know the rest.

Currently: At the bro's, ordering shit online. Then going home to change clothes, and head out. :)

-Although many things in my life have changed, the way I feel about you, and how much I miss you, has not.

I probably love him more than life.

Currently working on an essay for school -__-

I AM STUMPED.

It's basically a letter to admissions telling them about my career choices; my goals and aspirations. You know, shit like that.

I literally have shit for brains right now and have no clue what to write. FML.
This shit is due tomorrow, help? :/

"Writing is a form of therapy. Sometimes I wonder how all those who do not write, compose or paint can manage to escape the madness, the melancholia, the panic fear which is inherent in the human situation."

-Graham Greene

"Forever is a terribly long time to wait."

Awesome.


My teacher just gave me an $80.00 Visa gift card for like no reason. I'm psyched. Now to purchase some thangs :D

"People can't seem to get it through their heads that there is never any healing or closure. Ever. There is only a short pause before the next "horrifying" event. People forget there is such a thing as memory, and that when a wound "heals" it leaves a permanent scar that never goes away, but merely fades a little. What really ought to be said after one of these so-called tragedies is, "Let the scarring begin."
— George Carlin

Tegan and Sara - Call It Off

*Sigh.
Really now?

Stuff that bug me #97:

White ink tattoos.

No offense to anyone with them, but they're just not my style. In fact, I think they look pretty gross. You look like you were branded.

"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way."
— Pablo Neruda

"printer-like."

This is actually pretty cool.

"There is no such thing as the perfect soul mate. If you meet someone and you think they’re perfect, you better run as fast as you can in the other direction, ‘cause your soul mate is the person that pushes your buttons, pisses you off on a regular basis, and makes you face your shit."

-Madonna

aw!

positively adorable.

Michael Franti, I have a thing for you.

"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars."

-Jack Keruoac

Textsfromlastnight:

(847):I accidentally had sex with my boyfriend's twin last night...and he didn't stop me.

(1-847):How was it?

(847):Fantastic, but that's not the point.

Lenny Kravitz - Are You Gonna Go My Way

Piercing's been put on hold. I have other expenses that I need to pay mind to. Maybe.. just maybe I won't do it altogether.
Just for my RALPH.


.............
I said MAYBE!

And when it's all said and done, I still remain.

I need to re-prioritize and re-evaluate things of importance in my life.

"You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it’s always their actions you should judge them by. It’s actions, not words, that matter."

-Nicholas Sparks

I had the ill crush on him, no lie.

"I think of you, landlocked and lost
in another element — your body.
The sea teaches me, love is a wish
not for safety, but for destruction.
I am not ashamed to admit it:
I love you.

The way water loves. Which is to say,
I wish the world were through with you
so you could return to me ravaged,
upon this shore: a shell, held tight, inside my palm."

Gift, 2 by J. Neil C. Garcia

I can't say I'm completely shocked.
It was all expected.
Just disappointed, that's all.

(happy place.)

Well well well.

I haven't posted in a while, have I? Not that I've been insanely busy or some shit.
My computer just screwed me for the millionth time. I don't know really, it just won't turn on. It said my version of windows was "counterfeited". Just my luck huh?

I'm currently at my bro's two seconds away from blowing my brains out. I'm pretty bored. Hungry too... I definitely shouldn't have turned down that slice of pizza earlier..fuck.

Anyways.
What's new with me? Shit. Besides the fact that I've been really sick lately and vomiting for I don't know what reason. You'd think I was pregnant. But that's fucking impossible. So I'm puzzled.

Oh! I'm trying to get something pierced. I landed on.. cheeks. Well, cheek. I only want one side, I don't want to look like some sort of freak. I already have two other facial piercings. Not knocking those with a lot of facial piercings.. I just don't want to overdue it. If I end up looking like a complete ass I'm going to be super pissed that I wasted my cash. V_V

Till next time!