If my dreams could be a reality,
you would be everything I've always wanted..
and everything I couldn't have.

Christmas lights.. :(

I just finished bleaching my jeans.
BAD IDEA.

I tested out some denim shorts first, and they turned out fine. So I thought what the hell, I'll go for it. I wanted to do some high-waisted jeans that I accidentally got eyeliner on since the eyeliner never seemed to come off. Anyway, I still don't know how the finished product will look like. Yet the eyeliner stain is now MORE visible than it previously was. Fuck me, right?

Plus, I randomly got this reaction, like my eyes got all itchy and such. So I scrubbed the fuck out of them with my fingers and some water. My eyes are now redder than the devil's dick. So I put some Visine. I now look like I was crying, while being high. Fabulous.

I sometimes just want to throw in the towel.

I've been procrastinating, haven't I.

._.
I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't buy this.

Fact:
I hate when people whisper, lol.

It kind of creeps me out.
But most of the time, I immediately start laughing.

LOL.

What did I do today, hmmm.

I went to go register to vote. Okay, I really want to elaborate on this. I didn't think it was mandatory to register, since I know many people over 18 who never have. Mind you, I'm never going to vote... so I don't see a point. But my teacher pretty much made me, so whatevs. I still find it dumb though.

Anyway, then I went to the bank to check my balance. Yeah..........no comment. I mean there was money in there, but I just wrote my landlady a check for $1,300, which she didn't cash yet. So I subtracted that. I assumed I had more. Then I realized the week before I took out like 50 bucks and used it that same day. Fuck me.

ANYWAY, if that's not bad enough I just wasted most of what I even had left in the bank JUST NOW, because I had to pay a bill. So now, I barely have cash to buy something to eat, let alone, pay ANOTHER bill I have. Life is just fucking fantastic.

Currently enjoying:


Haagen-Dazs, Chocolate Ice Cream.
:D

>_>

Textsfromlastnight:

(519): and then she said I drew a line on her forehead with my cum and whispered "Simba"

I absolutely hate crying in front of other people, I feel pathetic..
:/

"You hoodlum!"
:)

That's it, I am in love.

I AM going to see him live one day, I just have to.

"I’ve learned that no matter what happens,
or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.

I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person
by the way he/she handles these three things:
a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.

I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents,
you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life.

I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.”

I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.

I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life
with a catcher’s mitt on both hands;
you need to be able to throw something back.

I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart,
I usually make the right decision.

I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one.

I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone.
People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.

I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn.

I’ve learned that people will forget what you said,
people will forget what you did,
but people will never forget how you made them feel."

-Maya Angelou

"Never, never be afraid to do what’s right, especially if the well-being of a person or animal is at stake. Society’s punishments are small compared to the wounds we inflict on our soul when we look the other way."

:Martin Luther King Jr.

Christmas list.

Honestly, I know I'm not going to get any of this shit,
but I'm bored so here goes:

1. A kitty :)
2. Doc Martens.
3. Spending Christmas with someone I care for.

Truthfully, I'd prefer number 3.

Yes, finally!

I finally paid off my overdue rent that my landlady has been hounding me for.
I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of me.
Now I don't have to listen to her annoying shrill voice demanding for her money.
Sweet. This better not backfire.
(i.e, checks bouncing <_<)
That would suck.

Anyway, I just ate this burger I made...
It was pretty delicious.
But as for now, I'm going to continue blogging about useless shit until I don't feel like it anymore.
:P

Yen. :D

:D

"I feel like you wouldn’t like me
if you met me.
And don’t you worry
there’s still time"

-Tegan & Sara

The former Blue's Clues host, Steve.
O_o

addiction.

(snake strike torch lighter $5.99)

This is pretty sweet.

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect- you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break- her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there."

- Bob Marley

"Pleeeeeeaaaaaaaasssssssssseeeeeee?"

Fuck.
I am so fucked.
Shit's been fucked since jump-street.

I hate how you think for once you got shit under control.
Then somehow it all blows up in your face like a fucking grenade.

This makes me slightly uncomfortable,
but I really can't look away.

Well, this is helpful.

Stuff that bug me #98:

When people say labtop instead of laptop. >_>
Eeeeek.

Seriously.

I'm fucking bored as shit.
Hmmm what to do... what to do..
I know.....
I have some leftover Pizza Hut!
Fuck yeah!

Oh, and I've always wanted to see The Godfather Collection.
It's just something I've been meaning to do.
So now I will.
Later.

O_o

Subways are pretty great, no?

Honestly, I would've fucking suffocated.
Kudos.

Oh, okay....

I'd be PISSED if this guy was in my way.